Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Believe Me ❤

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just saying
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey

Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got

You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else is around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

[bridge]

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Do what i have to do
You're on your own now believe me

What ever happens to you
You're on your own now believe me

What do I have to say
You're on your own now believe me

It's not gonna happen with me
You're on your own now believe me 

Sunday, March 28, 2010

When Things Went Wrong



When things went wrong, i realised how much care and ❤ i got from my parents. 
When things went wrong, how i wish i can run back to Taiping and share problems with my parents.
When things went wrong, how i wish i can seek help from people around me. 


Mummy, 
Thanks for the long talk on the phone a couple of minutes ago. Seriously i felt much better after you called me to console me. Thanks for showering me with ❤ =)


Daddy,
Thanks for having the thinking to come all the way from Taiping to KL just to repair my car. Nevertheless, i can still depend on myself and friends around me for help. Thanks for worrying me these and that. I can still take bus to university, daddy though you don't wish me to do so! =)


Sis, 
Thanks for being there when i need you. I can't live without you for sure if anything goes wrong one day. Sorry if we quarrel sometimes. ❤


Aunt, 
Thanks for the care you gave me all year round. Reminding me not to do this and that is your daily conversation with me. I ❤ what you tell me each time. You brightened up my life since the day i born. 


Friends,
I have great friends around me. I wouldnt want to mention the names here. Cause you guys are always in my heart. Forever and always~ =D Thanks a million!




❥ I felt superb good after the call. I promised you guys to try my best for my future. =) 


A smile for today finally! =)




A lesson to be learnt - Never trust or put hopes on a scoundrel! 






❤Green Peas❤

Friday, March 26, 2010

Bygone

I'm back after one week of disappearing from my blog~
Eventually this week especially monday was the most hectic and nervous day i ever had in this semester.
First i had moral sketch in the morning. I think i was too nervous to memorise the script. =( 
Sorry guys~

Eventually i think i spoke too loud. I had no idea whether it was a good sign of speaking that loud in the lecture hall~ =(

Before the actual day, eventually we have a secret place to practice our sketch.~ teehee


The day after the sketch,

Three of us were busy with our assignments (as if)

We bought the real carrot and tomato for our sketch.

Posing with the tomato while Jing Yin with her carrot. =p


With her funny expression. =)


my dar ❤

me, myself and i

my dear ❤

In the evening, i had my Chemical Process Control and Instrumentation which i was quite frustrated with it. 
Right today which are my Environmental Science and Engineering and Engineering Economics' assignments deadline.

Who said that Engineering students do not need to study Economics? We study all kinds of weird subjects eventually. =p


IT'S OVER FINALLY! BUT THERE ARE MORE TO COME. *SIGH*

P/s: It rained heavily today and i must really thank my parents for the car. Or else i will be drenched. I know i'm a spoilt brat. =X ❤ mummy and daddy! 
I had a slight fever today. And i felt better after i took a nap in the afternoon before off to uni for classes. =)


❥JYTF❥

Only One Day

Friday, March 19, 2010

Catastrophe

Trying to blog for awhile before i continue studying for my next midterm.
Next week will be the 10th week of the semester. Real catastrophe is coming! =(

Here's the list of work i need to hand up and subjects i have to study before hand! 

Week 9
Moral midterm 
Environmental Test 2

Week 10
Moral presentation ✘
Chemical Process and Instrumentation midterm ✘
Environmental Science and Engineering assignment ✘
Engineering Economics assignment ✘

Week 11
Lab report ✘
Engineering Economics midterm ✘
Environmental Lab report ✘
Engineering Analysis assignment ✘ 
Chemical Process and Instrumentation assignment ✘

Week 12
Chemical Reaction Engineering midterm ✘
Engineering Analysis Test 2 ✘
Environmental Science and Engineering Test 3? ✘ *mad*

Week 13 & Week 14
Engineering Economics presentation ✘
Environmental Science and Engineering presentation ✘

I'm worn out when i came to think about the list of work above. Sigh! =.='
But i need to put that aside and focus on others first which is my midterm on this Monday.
On the other hand,  my parents are coming down to KL tomorrow.
Should i say i'm excited to see them? Or should i think of my midterm? 
Dilemma. =(

Obviously I should be happy to see them cause i hadn't see them for 3 weeks. (I know it's not long)
More things to share with daddy and mummy.
And i'm going to stay overnight with them in hotel! Hooray!
And you know what?
Sis is joining us too. XD

But mummy has one condition for both of us.
Sis and i need to sit down quietly in the hotel room to study for our exams. =(
Sacrifice a bit for exams. What to do? 
Things don't go smoothly as i want. 

Never mind! Just go with the flow!
That's all! 
Need to study now. And prepare to sleep early cause i need to attend lecture on SATURDAY morning! =(
Tata!

❤❤

-because you live-

Monday, March 15, 2010

I'm Seeing Brakelights


I'm seeing brake lights
That means he's leaving me again
This is like the eighth time
I guess I'll see him in morning
Cause he'll come back, he always does
And then we fight and then we fuss again
Back to the beginning

But we hate to make up every time
But when we do break up the fault is mine
But before we fall out there is something you should know
I hate to see you leave but I love,
to watch you go
Love to watch you go

I'm seein' daylight, and I'm still alone in my bed
Something ain't right, so should I go for him instead
I messed up this time, I always do
And then we fight and then were through again
Back to the beginning

But we hate to make up every time
But when we do break up the fault is mine
But before we fall out there is something you should know
I hate to see you leave but I love,
to watch you go
Love to watch you go

Whose gonna help me save us, he made us one again
Will he take me back this time
After what I did, he has no idea
Why he just spent one more night here

But we hate to make up every time
But when we do break up the fault is mine
But before we fall out there is something you should know
I hate to see you leave but I love,
to watch you go


❤❤

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Short Excursion with Dearies ✰

Looking at my bangs meaning that this outing is quite long ago. Sorry for the late update. The photos were too big and they took quite a long time to be uploaded. In additional, i hadnt have the time to spend my long busy hours to blog about it while waiting for the photos to be uploaded in blogspot.

Time flies eventually! The next week will be the 9th week of my this semester. I wouldnt want to see my finals come so soon.! I still want to do my work in my own pace. =þ


Nah! Back to my excursion trip with my dearies. That was the time where we spent our time together =) (As if we dont see each other in university like that. LOL.)

I wouldnt want to elaborate more cause it's just a waste of time. I think by judging the photos, you guys would know what did i do during the short outing. =)


Busy studying menu. 

Jing Yin with her cup of green tea. =)

I ❤ my bangs!

Below were the food we had ordered. 





With Jie Hoai =)

❥ I wanna eat! *stomach growling*



I know I looked fat in this picture. I managed to reduce in size bit by bit eventually. =)

JY and JH

JY and JY (Jing Yin and Janice Yeap)


Can you see tiny Jing Yin squatting there? hee


Jie Hoai and i.

Oops. By browsing the photos above, these photos were taken before Chinese New Year celebration. More than a month already. Hmm. You can actually see that I'm busy not lazy. =Þ


❤Just to spend some time to blog to keep my bloggie alive!❤
❤Did you guys notice that i enlarged my photos? Easier for the readers to view them.❤

©jytf2010


™U R Man - SS501

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Self-Assertive

Being a self-assertive person isn't easy for me lately. 
I'm no longer the person you can really depend on. 
I'm not the good listener to any of my friends anymore.
Things might change. 
And indeed they changed.

I can't expect things to be flawless.
I tried not to think so much.
And i made it! (Did i?) Trying to assure myself.

I'm trying to be a dumb person for meantime.
I do not want to add salt to my wounds for now.
So i gotta put everything aside.
Right now, all i need and have to do is to complete all my drafts for assignments by this week.

And you (you know who you are)
will always be there for me when i need you?
Hopefully you do.

i miss those times when we were together



xoxo


Impossible- Shontelle

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Heartache

I'm emotional now. So i gonna write an emo post. 
Sorry guys!

I don't mind if those words come from other people's mouth.
But eventually it came out from yours! 
Of all people, why would you say that to me? 
We should be loving treasuring each other instead you said something that hurt me.  

Maybe you might think that this is just a small matter. 
But to me, it's not.

Who am i now in your heart?
It's pretty obvious now. 

Sorry to say that it's really heartache-ing when you did that to me.
Ok! Alright. From now onwards i will keep my mouth shut.
Not going to involve in your problems or life anymore.
Do not mention about this anymore! Not wanting to argue with you.
Just to share how i'm feeling right now.

*Im switching off all my handphones*
*Do not call or sms me!*
*Thanks*

Me & The Mirror
-Jordin Sparks-

Friday, March 5, 2010

Pledge

Now it's over. I mean my Test 1 of Engineering Analysis. Overall its OK (i think). Thanks for the help my dear =) Now that i have loads of assignments and midterm tests coming.

I'm having Moral midterm in Week 9! On Week 10, I have Moral presentation sketch. *shake head*  It's a SKETCH not PRESENTATION! Hell crazy wehhhh! *looking up and down, left and right* Cant think of the script yet. Gotta give me a few days to think of the script. ARGH! I shall take this weekend to think of the long script. I need to act it out. Indeed i need to brush up my acting skills. 

Not forgetting Engineering Economy and Environmental assignments due on week 10. I will faint by now when thinking about it. I have lab on Week 10 too. How i wish that week 10 will not come to me so fast. There are loads of things for me to complete. How to spend some of my time to blog about events and outings? There are too many updates to post but too lazy busy. Damn! 

Apart from that, i have Chemical Process and Instrumentation and Chemical Reaction Engineering's midterm tests and assignments too. Aiyoyo! Lecturers oh lecturers, please give me a break! I almost suffocate to death. Sigh. Too many presentations during this semester. =( I need to brush up my presentation skills now. Zzz.

This semester's vows are rather taxing. Hopefully i don't make the same mistakes again and again. I need to stop now. Wanna do some notes for my favourite subjects. =) Chao.

Candid shot! 

So much yet so little time!
I need a time off to diminish some of things i had left behind for ages.
Can i just stop the time for a minute? Sigh.

❥ Looking forward tomorrow! =) ❤